Some of the spending is legit. She’s been having acupuncture appointments and we’ve spent money on medications of various sorts. But looking at my purchases, it seems that I think the whole problem will go away if I just spend enough money at Cambridge Naturals on natural products of questionable efficacy. And earlier today I accidentally bought two metal water bottles and a baby doll. I’m a far cry from the woman who wrote about buying everything used.
Maybe I should be happy with this development. I was starting to worry that by saving my money and spending as little as possible, I was hurting the economy. There’s no danger of that now, and I expect a call to come through any day from the president or at least the chair of the Fed thanking me for my patriotism.
I have learned two important things through this.
- Being anxious, tired, desperate, and fearful leaves you vulnerable to purchasing things you don’t really need. Like all of the essential oils I bought last week because they might be helpful during labor.
- I hate spending money on things, but I actually really love spending money on people. We’re having not one but two birth attendants at the hospital, and I’m happy to give both of them my money. In the past few weeks Dorea has seen a number of holistic/natural practitioners and I’m happy to spend money on them as well. I feel really happy knowing that these transactions are going to help us have the best birthing experience possible, and to know that I am helping to directly sustain alternative practitioners.